I miss and love you mom. I dont know how to keep us all together. I dont know what to do next. I need your guidance and your joy because Im lost and numb without it. I need you to hold Lauren's baby close to your heart, tell her that her earth bound family loves her so much. Please watch over Lauren and Rob, I dont know how they will handle losing you and now the baby. It all just seems too hard.
I love you, I need you, and I cant live with out you.